With a tear in my eye
and smile on my face
I walk on my path.

 I go up to the sun,
just to fall down hard.
I am hurt inside.

 I want you to come,
to take me by my hand
and pull me up, to stay with you.

I don’t want to be a rock star,
I just want to feel alive
- my artificial happiness
is wearing thin.
Bound, unbound – unbalanced,
self destructing…
and DISEASED -
I am the devourer of souls,
a glutton for pain.

I have a fire within me.
And it burns me from inside.
I hurt so much I wanna scream
but I can not say a word.

I am trapped by my own flesh,
my mind as my guard.
I can not escape the reality,
no matter how hard I try.

I look outside and dream
about dancing in the snow,
to leave my problems behind
and laugh out loud!

My dreams are simple
not to worry about tomorrow.
Just to enjoy the moment
And dance happily.

Whenever I close my eyes,
I see us together.
But as soon as I open them,
we are apart.

You were my moon,
shining on me in the dark night.
But I was your sun
and that was too much for me.

I miss you so hard,
my heart is about to pop.
But I won't return,
for you have deserted me.

 So what have I done to you,
my lovely prince?
What did I do
to deserve this punishment?

Love is the air I breathe.
Love is the food I eat.
Love is the reason I live,
and a reason to die for.

But love is so hard to find,
catching love feels like
catching a river in a cup.
And yet I want it.

It's something I saw,
The other day in the forest.
It's a doe, a white doe…
I saw from afar,
For bright she was so.
I hastened my pace,
She must not get away!
But before I could act,
Her head spun around,
Staring at me were,
Those bloody eyes.
No sound did she make,
Just looked as to say…
Why are you here?
Her leap pure ballet,
My eyes found her no more.
My heart skipped, said: Hey, wait!
And I ran,
Tailing the doe.

thinking.... thinking... nothing
Why? Don't know.
Love him? -> yes
How much?
Too much!

Let somebody tell me
How? Why?
I'm lost in sky
cuz of love
and now I'm falling down
to ground
foul of tears in my eyes.  

i run i walk, i give i steal...
i play i do,
i kiss i miss,
i love...
you!

i buy i take, i listen i scream...
i sleep i eate,
i bring i give,
i create...
art!


i read i write, i punch i hurt...
i kill i die,
i fly i fall,
i jump...
good bye!